ITHACA, N.Y. -- It was a simple play. A re-kicked punt at Harvard. Senior running back Robert Tucker III was running downfield as personal protector when a defender sat in front of him. Tucker hit him, threw him aside, and kept running toward the sideline.
Then he looked down at his hand.
"I'm moving my hand, I'm shaking my hand, I'm like 'alright, this feels weird,'" Tucker said. "I grabbed my finger and I just started spinning it in a circle and I'm like, yeah, that's not supposed to be like that."
The diagnosis came quickly. A piece of his knuckle had come off with his ligament, requiring surgery and ending his senior season. For Tucker, sitting on the training table, the reality seemed surreal.
"I'm literally just laughing. I'm like, there's no way this just happened," he said. "It was just a simple play."
But this wasn't the first time Tucker's Cornell journey took an unexpected turn.
The running back from San Diego arrived at Cornell in 2021 with dreams shaped by California sunshine. Baseball had actually been his first love, but just enough success as a junior at Grossmont High School helped him realize his football potential. After 1,000 yards rushing and receiving and scoring 20 touchdowns, football ultimately won out over baseball.
"Baseball was my first love. I always wanted to be a baseball player," Tucker said. "And then I ended up getting better at football than baseball."
When COVID hit during his senior year, college offers dried up across the board as student-athletes around the country were awarded an extra year of eligibility. However, Cornell was the one that stood firm, and Tucker accepted, making the cross-country journey from San Diego to Ithaca for the first time.
The adjustment proved harder than expected. As a freshman, Tucker barely saw the field, watching games from Tanner Terrace with other newcomers. His sophomore year brought a first touchdown, but the challenges extended beyond football.
"I never believed in depression until I went through it, especially seasonal depression coming from sunny California," Tucker said.
During his sophomore spring, Tucker took a leave of absence from Cornell. He planned to transfer, finish his degree closer to home, and leave Ithaca behind for good.
But back in California, something didn't sit right. With his fiancée Daneela, who also attends Cornell, Tucker realized he couldn't walk away from the opportunity.
I'm never going to get this back. I'm never going to get this education somewhere else," he said.
So Tucker made the cross-country drive back to Ithaca, for what he calls his second commitment to Cornell. He arrived just as the program underwent a complete transformation with a new coaching staff.
"It was kind of like a perfect moment coming back," Tucker said. "A new start for me and a new start for Cornell."
Under Head Coach Dan Swanstrom's leadership and "Law of the Jungle" philosophy in the running back room, Tucker rediscovered what had been missing.
"I lost the love for football, and I appreciate Coach Swanstrom and all these coaches for bringing back that love I had for the game," he said. "The love Swanstrom has for the game, the way he studies it, the way he and the other coaches coach, it's football, football, football. That's what I needed to get it back."
Tucker and his teammates joke about needing grit to survive upstate New York, calling it "Grittaca." He's made the cross-country drive three times now, with family, with his fiancé Daneela, and with his uncle, each journey reinforcing his commitment.
This season was supposed to be his final chapter at Cornell, a chance to go out strong after fighting his way back. The injury on that October evening at Harvard Stadium changed those plans in an instant.
"At first it was like, no way, it was a simple play, how did this happen?'" Tucker said. "My mind was kind of up and down because it's my senior year, my last year at Cornell. I wanted to go out with a bang."
After a few days of processing the injury, Tucker found his perspective.
"I could be sad about it for a couple days, but it is what it is," he said. "I give it to the man upstairs. He has a plan for me. I know this is not what I wanted, but that's what he wrote."
His role shifted from the field to the sideline, where his teammates now call him "Coach Unc." Tucker has embraced teaching underclassmen running backs like Jordan Triplett and John McAuliffe, who stepped up to fill the void.
"I love the coaching aspect of it," Tucker said. "My dad's been coaching my whole life, so I've always been around coaches. I've been the coach on the field."
The "Law of the Jungle" philosophy that Coach Ursin preaches, that running backs are a pack fighting for each other, has taken on new meaning.
"No matter who's on the field, we're a pack, and we gotta fight for each other," Tucker explained. "(Ean) Pope went down, I went down, Gannon (Carothers) went down, Johntu (Reed) went down, and then the three younger guys had to take over. All us older guys are cheering them on because we know they're here for a reason."
Tucker's future remains uncertain. He could potentially apply for another year of eligibility, which would require entering the transfer portal and going through the recruitment process all over again. He's considering coaching, business, or other paths. He plans to graduate in December.
"I've never been so excited for January before," he said. "Because once January hits, I can really figure out what I am going to do in my life."
But true to his laid-back California roots and the resilience he's developed through his Cornell journey, Tucker isn't stressing about the outcomes.
"I don't plan my day, I let the day plan me," he said. "God has a plan. Something's gonna happen. Can't focus on the outcomes, just the process."
Through depression, a leave of absence, a cross-country return, rediscovering his love for football, and now a season-ending injury, Tucker has proven one thing: his commitment to Cornell runs deeper than most could understand.
"I always tell recruits pretty much the same story, that I left and came back," Tucker said. "Cornell is so good that I committed twice. I went home to San Diego and decided to come back. That takes a lot."
He paused, then added: "I would do it all over again. Probably the same exact choices. I'm thankful for Cornell."
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Career Snapshot
- Sport: Football (Running Back)
- Hometown: Spring Valley, Calif.
- Major: Interdisciplinary Studies
- College: CALS
- Student-Athlete Bio: CornellBigRed.com
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